Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Bapuli responds to earnest prayers!

Billions of salutation at the feet of my param pujya Sadgurudev

I did mauna (silence) anushtana (systematic performance of religious practice) for one year as per the instructions of Bapuji. As the days passed I could feel the closeness with Bapuji from heart since was in mauna mandir, I was yearning for his Darshan. One day my desire became extremely fervent. Tears were flowing incessantly from my eyes. I became impassioned and I prayed to Bapuji. ‘’O Gurudev! How should I tell you how much I am craving to deer when it not able to find its mother. O my Gurudev …Omy mother…!’’ These lines were being sung in every breath of mine and I got completely absorbed in this feeling. As soon as I opened my eyes I saw that the whole room was illuminated with a divine light and there was a vas very sublime fragrance all over the place. Bapuji’s supremely lustrous image came in front of me up to the level of my chest and I got his Darshan. I was amazed and wonder struck. My heart was filled with peace to have the Darshan and every part of my body was thrilled, my hairs of the skin standing on ent.Not even a single word coming out of my mouth. Tears were flowing from my eyes nonstop. Bapuji was looking at me with eyes filled with compassion. Bapuji spoke in sweet and sober voice, ‘’Have your food now.’’

Lord Krishna was an incarnation of love but my mother Gurudev is an incarnation of love and compassion.

I got the taste of real happiness from this anushthana. All the pleasures of haven and all the pleasures of this earth are petty in comparison to this happiness. That is why one year seemed like a day got rid of my dependence on external pleasures and of amorousness. My life was transformed. All the disease of the body were cured and my body and mind are in perfect health. Billions of salutations to the feet of my mother Sadguru!

Everthing is possible for my Gurudev

My salutation in the feet of Sadgurudev, revered by6 the world who protects all and murtures all!

I am a retired judge. I took Dikshs from Bapuji in Nemisharanya. It was after Mantra Diksha that I realized the prime importance of a Sadguru in life. Everybody knows how to do justice to others but it is after one takes Diksha from a Guru that one learns how to oneself.

I have always had the grace of Bapuji but the experience of Gurudev’s grace i had in the course of one incident I can never forget. I was working as a special judge (anticorruption) in Gorakhpur in January 2006.One day while I was sitting in my chair and the court proceedings were going on, I suddenly became unconscious and fell down. I remember that when I was falling from the chair some divine power in white clothes caught me up and held me in his lap. When I regained consciousness I found myself in the nursing home of a friend of mine who is a heart specialist.

At that time my blood pressure was reduced to 40/60 which was much below normal. In this state it is difficult for the patient to survive.

But suddenly the heart specialist saw that my blood pressure had cone to normal. He spoke with disbelief ‘’ I am surprised how without treatment his blood pressure came to normal.’

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